November 16th, 

What a busy day its been ! For quite a while now, I realized that I haven't done this much work, meaning school work on a Saturday since... wow, possibly since high school ! But, to be honest, I've been losing so much focus since gramp's passing, I haven't done any schoolwork or catch up to any of my readings for hmm... a few weeks now. Its definitely not something to blame since this basically happens every term - me being so enthusiastic about starting the year, where I'm all up to date with assignments & reading ahead for classes and by the end of the term, I'm more like blehhh, whatever, reading can wait, I just need more sleep ! Anyways, I don't know if its just me, or do you guys experience it as well, but I'm really not a "do work ahead of time" kind of person ! I often have quite a bit of time on Fridays & Saturdays but NOPE ! I never (and I mean NEVER) do work ahead of time on either days ! I am definitely a "procrastinate on Sundays" kind of person ! Maybe this applies to you as well - I work better under procrastination - I tend to have more focus & get things done faster. I know its not the best way to do things, but hey ! if I can get the job done, then that's how its going to go right? Just do what you gotta do & be what you want to be - thats life & no ones there to stop you ! 

P.s. I wonder if people really see what I post, I mean theres page views and all, but you know...

Lots of love ❤️,
es.